Totally twisted life circumstances

Spit in the face
Life´s base replaced
Past got erased
Emotions in blaze

It tastes that bitter
I feel like litter
Could be a big-hitter
But am a lonely sitter

Gaze down pretending
Search all I´ve missed
Our happy ending
Was an O.Henry twist


Time for something furious! Surprised myself with this finally rhyming again, angry thing. It helps to work it out, kind of.